| I'm Officially 21 |
[25 Sep 2005|10:53pm] |
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well 21 and a few days since i turned 21 on tuesday, but yea, go me. haha you'd think i'd drink a lot more this past week, but i only drank heavy once, heh. anyways, an update to let you know i'm not dead.
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| ATTN: Spoodini |
[10 May 2005|07:02pm] |
Kev, get to me you homo. You live near me and havent tried to meet me. You sucka.
ahaggagagagaa
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| guess who's back |
[10 Mar 2005|10:05pm] |
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back again, its me bitches. how are ya? im in my own place with internet and all. i love it. im loving my job and spending time with my family. anyways, i dont wanna babble on and on, just hit me if you have questions.
<3 you all
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| My Last Night |
[11 Feb 2005|06:01pm] |
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In NC living here. Wow I think about it and I get butterflies bc I'm making a big move, but like my uncle said, I'm growing some balls, making a decision and sticking with it. NO more being afraid of failing. I'm gonna put 110% into this. I have to make it work to prove to everyone that I'm not a failure and my parents didnt fuck up. To throw it in the doubters faces and be like how do you like it now bitch? I will be without internet for a few weeks, moving into a place hopefully on teh 1st of march. So im gonan try and get some sort of internet there soon. Wow, I'm moving. Vernon, CT here I come. Fear me New England, you'll never be the same now. I want to say thank you to everyone who has been a friend of mine and affected my life. You made me who I am today. Jesy, Ian, Becky, Britt, Jenny, Kevin, Sam, Ron, and everyone else. Thank you. Wish me luck everyone. I love yall.
-Kevin Rooke a Southern Yankee
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| its 930 |
[17 Jan 2005|09:35pm] |
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and i should be sleeping, i need to get up at 330 - 400 so i will hit the sack soon. but yea an update from CT, im on a 28.8k connection. SLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW, it'll take me 45 mins to DL msn messenger, but im gonna try it. hahah oh well <33333
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| t minus 4 days |
[04 Jan 2005|02:44am] |
until my trip north to connecticut. i know i dont update a whole lot. but i figured id let everyone know so if they want to meet up or something. I'll be in connecticut for 3 weeks or so, about 1.5 hours from boston. so yea. theres my big announcement. haha.
but how was everyone's new years? mine was actually good for once. yea i had to work but jesy, mel and mike came down and over to see me so it was pretty tight. they came to my work around 1145 or so, and i was finishing up some shit when the new years hit. so happy new years at pizza hut. but the weekend was good.
but yes theres my once a blue moon update to let you know i am alive.
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[04 Dec 2004|02:13am] |
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im still alive, but yea heres an update. work still sucks, but hey its still paying my bills. i decided to get myself a present this year for christmas and im gettin a minibike, woot woot. mini crotch rocket, hell ya. but im gonna be up north in CT for sure in january for 3 weeks. i've decided i cant postpone it anymore. so im gonna head there and work with my uncles for a while. so if ur along the way north, i may stop by and bother your asses. anyways, theres not a lot new with me. my dad tho has a new job paying him 16gs more than what he was makin so now hes pulling in like 80k + a year plus his retirement, so we're gonna go get a vette tomorrow. he decided he can and will get one now. oh well, he should throw some of it my way. damn. oh well, uh yea the minibike is gonna be my little toy to mess with now. fear me, im gonan get the kit to boost the top speed to like 60. oh damn im crazy, haha, im gonna kill myself, haha. but anyways thats about it for me so ill end it now, maybe ill update more later. peace!
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| bah |
[02 Oct 2004|06:37pm] |
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i felt like writing so i am. im not gonna care about spelling so live with it. anyways weekends with nothing to do is bad, really bad when all you do is sit online and think a lot. i mean A LOT. i wonder about a lot of things. work, me moving out, girls (i'm never gonna understand yall), my parents, my sister and her fucked up life living with her bf's sister, im not much better since i started smoking weed again. i dunno man its all fucked up. i wish i had all teh answers, then maybe id be able to help everyone that i wanted to, my friends, my family, myself. . .
i know now what the worst thing and teh best thing that has happened to me are. its the same thing. when i went to teh academy in colorado. it was the worst thing bc now im hooked on the internet and i spend most of my time sittin at home surfing the net, spending my time moving from message board to message board, or moderating chat rooms on camfrog. whats happened to me? its like the internet has absorbed me and now its all i do. i wake up, get online, if i ahve to work i go to work, come home shower, and then get back online until early in the morning when i pass out. GAH.
but it was the best thing that happened to me bc i've also met some amazing people off it. Jesy is an obvious one bc shes my best friend, but so many others too. People off xmike like donny, kristin, mike, jay, tasha, and so many more. people i've met off camfrog, ian (hes a good cookie), katie (superman's kryptonite and he misses her), aerial (im her tard), dave from england (i pray hes ok in the army), others that have made it worth while. so i wonder what does this make my life? who knows, i dont know, but maybe i'll figure it out. i knwo this makes no sense but it just came out, oh well.
Jurassic Park is on USA sp im gonna watch that for now. maybe ill smoke some more later tonight, who knows. fuck it, anyways if katie reads this, i miss you hunny <333333333
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[27 Sep 2004|02:36pm] |
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so fucked last night, i remember why i dotn smoke weed all the time. but since it had been a year since my last time, i was baked, haha. oh well its not gonna be a regular thing for me. but yea thats a little update for yall.
btw, everyone who knew about my brother's wedding, it went well, i have pics, but im too lazy to put them in here. yall have a good day.
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| its been a while |
[17 Sep 2004|11:56am] |
since i wrote in here, but since i have some news, i figured id update. first off, tomorrow is my brother's wedding and I'm the best man, but we're fighting atm and I really dont want to go, but I have no choice. oh well shit happens, also i discovered that if you take 11 shots of crown royal and then drink 3 beers afterwards, you get really fucked and its scary. i dont recommend anyone doing that. but yea i've been workin my ass off, tryin to sell my car so i can get something better on gas and maybe a motorcycle. but it wont do me any good without a license, if i lose my case. i was an idiot and now i have a dui, running from the cops, wreckless driving, and underage drinking. all in one night, im pretty fucked. i maed a lot of stupid decisions in one night, what the fuck is wrong with me? anyways i better end this now before i bore you all with my life, and i have to go get my tux, so i'll see yall later.
heres a pic of me for everyone to enjoy
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[24 Jun 2004|01:21pm] |
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finally went and rented donnie darko and I must say I like the movie. A LOT. so when i went into circuit city today to look for the soundtrack, they didnt have it. i was pissed. FNHSONSF OSAMFPSMPQ KWF EWPOMF OW!!!!#@#!@!@!
Anyways, im gonna buy the movie now so yea. oh and frank got PWNED!!!
until donnie died, bwhahahahaha, forgive me no sleep last night = random babbling
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| oh wow im still kickin |
[21 Jun 2004|07:54pm] |
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so i'm alive and got a new haircut, so i figured id show whoever still has me on their friends list
<3
( OH NOES, HES ALIVE! )
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[07 Apr 2004|04:59am] |
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hi and stuff
im alive, parents are moving to FL or AZ end of may so i have to fins a new place to live, which means prolly movin outta state to live with someone and it looks like i may have it so thats cool
anyways a little tidbit into my life
adieu
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| been somewhat |
[10 Mar 2004|04:35am] |
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of a while since i updated, and its kinda bad im updating with this entry. im going to be i guess closing this journal. yes it was a nice place to vent when i needed to, but i realize after a long "talk" with v that i need to move on with my life and take chances piece by piece, so i am. i am goin to try and cut down my internet use to necessity and Yahoo pool to keep me occupied. I will still try and check in on everyone once in a while. i guess i just need to grow up and get a life. stop being the mediator for everything and trying to please everyone b/c its not possible. i've started talking to someone and we have a date friday, so maybe this is the start of something. i hope. well if you guys need me i will still be checking my email. and i will try and stay somewhat active on the boards im on. take care all. its been real.
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| to compliment |
[27 Feb 2004|04:29am] |
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my last entry
this is what i do to escape
( Drown Myself )
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[27 Feb 2004|04:05am] |
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this is my rant. im tired of hearing she said this and then she replied with she said this. im stuck in the middle of two groups of friends who now hate each other and it fucking sucks. i feel like im being pulled like a rope in tug of war and yall dont even know. im tired of always being the peacemaker, the one who just listens to someone bitch about the other. im not gonna take it anymore. if you want to hate each other, thats fine, but leave me out of it. i dont want to hear anyone talking shit about the other group if you're talking to me. imtired of this petty bullshit. pick on others about their lives and their LJs, if you dont want to read it, take them off your friends list, ban them form seeing it. everyone is being childish in this, and i just, i dunno i fucking hate it. it sucks, and that sums it up. we all were close, some moreso than others and now its just shit. i miss matticus, hed be here to talk to me as another guy stuck in this situation, as he has history with both. matt i need ya man, if you get this, call me, email me, whatever, ill leave my email here for ya. i need ur help bro. dont like my entry, i dont give a shit anymore, its mine and im staying. ron if you still read this, hit me up, we need to talk.
my icon, yea thats me, broken.
danumba1runner@msn.com
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[16 Feb 2004|09:59pm] |
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im gonna be taking a break from the internet for a while. if yall need me, my cell is always available or email me @ danumba1runner@msn.com. take care guys, love ya all.
-kevin
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| Last Night |
[14 Feb 2004|01:33pm] |
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was CRAZY!
but i had a good time. i left here about 330 and hit school traffic and then traffic on the highway which sucked. i got to brytt's around 515-530 or so and finally got to meet her which was awesome and i got to see becky again which i really enjoyed. we went to becky's place so she could change shoes and get some stuff for the night and then we headed to the pool hall. i got my ass spanked on the first game and then i kicked hers on the second. on the last game i had everything cleared but the 8 ball, and i couldnt get it in which sucked, so she caught up and called one pocket and ended up goin in the side pocket so i won on a technicality. hehe. after that we headed to the Cosmic Cantina, The Best Mexican Food on the Planet, ahaha. but it was good, their chicken quesadillas were like whoa, very tasty. then we sat there talking until amber, lori and a bunch of others showed up. mike, wes, allan, daniel came later, chrissy, and some more peeps. its was cool. miek got too trashed, i kinda felt bad for him, but it was fun messin with him drunk. then allan almost got jumped, so i kinda stepped in and had him walk off. we talked and i gave him the brass knucks i had in case anythign happened. i wasnt gonna need them and figured he could use them. anyways miles, a guy we met, got everything situated and calmed down and im glad b/c i started shaking after i had happened and i didnt know why, but it was scaring becky, so im glad i was able to calm down. and now allan thinks im somethign great, i was like man, its all good, i didnt want violence if we didnt need it. but we're cool now. then we all just chilled until they decided to get mike to becky's so he coudl sleep his drunkness off. he got sick like three times and was dry heaving so i know it sucked. so we said our good byes and everything, adn i was beat so becky told em to call her when i got home, so i promised i would. well i was leavin and i was like, man i gotta call someone or im gonna crash, so i called v and we talked most the way home. called becky when i was 5 mins from home, got there and crashed. i was so tired it felt good to sleep.
id def like to chill with them again, and i def need to chil with brytt since we only got to meet for like 5-10 mins. anywho, i think ive written enough so ill let yall go. take care
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| I AM |
[12 Feb 2004|08:35pm] |
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straight GANGSTER!!!!!!!!!
check it and bow to jesy's mad skills
i love you jesy
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| i already posted these |
[09 Feb 2004|08:52pm] |
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in a community, but to those not in it, here are some pics of me.
( OH NOS!!! )
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